Crossroads

I've been in Philadelphia most of the week, which is unusual, since I am regularly out for a day at a time in various locations. After an irritating occurrence, I've been reflecting on the last several years. I just realized that this part of my career is over. It's been over for a long time now, but I'm still here, and I just hadn't recognized that it's been time to move on for quite a while. No, the travel hasn't been enough. It hasn't filled up all of the empty spaces in my life. I'm just getting the feeling that I'm not making a difference any more. I guess that's what the ironic foreshadowing was all about a few weeks ago. It's ironic that I don't mind the travel, the really bad treatment, excessive work hours, or many of the other things that really suck about my current job. I just need to make a difference somewhere again. Let the job search begin. See ya.